Heart wrenched.
Dear God, please bless my grandpa with good health and please lighten all his pain and discomfort.
Dear God, please bless my grandpa with good health and please lighten all his pain and discomfort.
Dear God, please answer my prayer. I know I shouldn’t have done the same thing over and over again. I realize my mental strength is as weak as it can get. I’m sorry. But I really need a peace of mind. Please.
Dear God, please bless me with a healthy body. Rid me of all illnesses and diseases. Free me of all pain and discomfort. Liberate me from my fears and worries. Please. I don’t ask for material wealth nor riches, I’m satisfied to be healthy, alive, and breathing. Thank you for all the mornings I’ve woken up to, I pray for more to come, and I promise I’ll make an effort not to waste any. Amen.
Dear God, it’s me. I’m sorry I only think of You when I’m in need, but I’m afraid. Scared. Worried. Paranoid. My body seems so screwed up recently and I have no idea at all what’s wrong with it. I don’t know what to do, I dare not consult a doctor or confide in my family for fear they would freak out. Please, heal me.
And then, it’s the start of that same old vicious cycle again…
Dear God: Sorry, and forgive me, for I have sinned and strayed. I promise to be good from now on, really. Just please answer my silent prayers, I am deeply remorseful and truly sincere. I need you, God, more than ever before. By your grace, grant me faith, strength and courage for everyday, and bless me with peace. In you I ask for comfort for my restless soul.
I could get used to this. I could get used to you…
Oh so very worried. The moolah in my bank account! Please don’t run away from mummy! >.<
Sorry for all the disappointments. It only crossed my mind now that I haven’t been fitting all this while. I was too self-indulgent, too caught up w superficial, unimportant stuff to realise what I’ve conveniently neglected and taken for granted. Despite how undeserving I’ve been, you loved me through it all. But now, is it too late for amendments alr? How do I right the wrong?